Becuase Of That Day

I can’t get him out of my mind

I’m crying all the time

I’m all torn up inside

I need someone to say;

“It’ll be okay”

To listen as I tell them the real story of that day

I need someone to notice

My heart that’s all torn up and broken

I need someone to pull me in a hug

Just to show their love

I need someone to ask me

Why I’m no longer laughing

I want to know the day

That this pain will go away

I want to know why

The memories won’t die

I want to know how

I let myself down

          But

Above everything…

I want to know why

No one notices when I cry