My Remind

This is my first and short story. I wrote it yesterday. This is base on true story. :) hope you like it. Sorry for any grammar mistakes. Thanks! ♡

One night in the winter day, a girl who is staying outside of her house watching the snow falling from the sky within the wind blow slowly and touch with her body, makes the girl feels a bit colder than last few hours ago. She's slowly standing up from the ground and walk through the way straight to her house. A modern house with a bunch of people talking to each other, having fun, dancing around the table which is standing tall in front of them, there's still the girl is opening up the door with silence, no one notice. Today is her little sisters birthday. She turned into 12 years old this year.



After a few months passed by, it's time for celebrate her birthday and of course, they are doing it right now.
Flashback to August 25th, someone showed up in front of my house with my dad. A beautiful woman with a lovely and her black boots, a smile on her face showed up enough to show me how kind heart she is, her long blond wavy hair, yes, she' going to be my stepmother. I was a bit nervous, speechless and dumb at the same time. Maybe it wasn't too fast to introduce her to me since my mother passed away but the thing is, she has another daughter with my dad. So this means that I have no idea how long have they been in this relationship. My mother just passed away about 3months ago in a traffic accident. This why I was so dumb to even think about that until now. I never think of how was my dad being as a father, I just tried to look into his eyes, wishing for something better than this happen. My stepmother name is Angelica. Her daughters name is Elizabeth. Both of them have a really nice personality, totally I can accept them into my life as my family. The only problem is my dad.
The birthday party is going really well right now and everyone seems to love it so much. People are eating, dancing, talking and just do whatever they want, except me. I don't really like to be with many people. I decided to go into my room instead.

"she's over reaction. I don' like it when shes being like this." he didn' sound really great.
" maybe we should give her some more time to get used to it. I think its such a pressure to her." Angelica replied quietly to her husband.
" you know what! I don't notice that she's sad or something. Shes just trying to act like that. How rude she is ! Did she ever see that Im her father!" he yelled.
" I don't want you both to be like that. I dont' want our family goes into thus kind of situation. Let's just give her more time to get relax and be acceptable."
" this is her sisters birthday and she doesnt care about anything! She pretend to be a victim or what?!!! I hate it so much!”
" calm down, baby. Its alright. " Angelica comes over her husband and pat his back.

Im not sure if the world really belong to me or not. I dont know if Im a member of the family anymore. I have no idea if he's really my dad....... Dad ........does it even sound right to me? Whats' happening right now? I just got nothing.. Elizabeth is so lucky, at least she still has her mother to call everyday, she has dad and she has.. the .....love....... I think its time to.........go........

People are so excited, especially to our little girl, Elizabeth, as the time to blow her candles. They are standing around the table with a beautiful cake while the music started to play slowly just to wait for people to come around. Angelica, Elizabeth and her dad are standing there waiting for the right time to come to sing the song. They look so happy, that smiling on their faces, maybe this is what people called Happiness. No one knows what will happen next, no one knows if there someone tried really hard just get what she wants but just got nothing back. No one would understand how it feels to see people you really love and stay so close to you but you feels like they are millions miles away.No one.......

" Mom, Dad, where is Emma?” Elizabeth asked her parents while she's walking around. She went up stair to her sister room and she found something on her bad. Its a letter. This is wired. How could she left a letter like this or she's......"Mom!!!!! Dad!!!!!!!!!!!!” she's running down to the living room and took the letter to her dad.
The letter goes on.....
< Dear my family. Yes, I haven't been talking to you for a while. This is probably my fault. I know it too. But I just cant. Dad, you know what, Angelica and Elizabeth are really nice. I know how much they love me and I love them so much too. I might not talking that much, I'm sorry. I might being so cold, I'm sorry. I might look like I don't care and I'm sorry for that too. But seriously I do, you just never notice about me. Dad, answer this to yourself, do you ever feel like I'm also you daughter? Do you even love me? Do you even think that I'm still alive in the world, in front of your face, under your warm house and count as your family? Do you know why I've been like this? Mom is gone, she went to somewhere cant even see, somewhere I cant see her anymore, somewhere which is too far for me to reach and I think I cant forever. I saw what I shouldn't see by my eyes ..Do you still remember what is special about May 28th? I know you don't care about it anyway. Its my birthday. During this 20 years since I was born, do you ever even look into my eyes, smile out of your heart and just say Happy birthday to you my daughter? but its alright. I never expect anything from you. And the worst thing is mom just gone on my birthday. Do you still remember that day on last 3months? I called you, informed you about what happen mom. You wanted me to wait and I did. I went out to your office because I didn't think that mom can wait for you anymore.. I saw you and her and your daughter in a restaurant in front of the hospital. You were so happy, you know? Even if me, as your daughter for 20years and I never see how would my father look like when he laughs, how does it feels to hangout and eat out with my father, how does it feels when my father hold my hand.. I don't know who do you mom is? Who do you think I am? Why did mom have to deserve this? I'm so dumb, dad. My only wish since I was young is, I just want to go to the beach, watching the sunrise and sunset with my parents, walking through the wind blow my left-hand could hold to your hand, my right-hand could hold to moms hand but I don't even have hope for it. And now what?? Dream is just a dream I guess. Things just went so far right now. When you're reading this, I might be at somewhere you cant see me anymore. And stop searching for me but I think you wont anyway, just remember that you still have another daughter, just remember. At least I can see your happiness for the last time, maybe the last time in my life or what I don't know. Please treat to Angelica and Elizabeth better and better than what you did to me and mom. Because no one should deserve such a painful like this. Good bye. If there's faith, Ill see you again. Good luck to everyone.>

Author's Note

Please forgive for any grammar mistakes or incorrect spelling.

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

A strong and sad tale shared in the story.
"At least I can see your happiness for the last time, maybe the last time in my life or what I don't know. Please treat to Angelica and Elizabeth better and better than what you did to me and mom. Because no one should deserve such a painful like this. Good bye. If there's faith, Ill see you again. Good luck to everyone.> "
The above lines. Wisdom being shared for the parent. I liked the wisdom and knowledge shared. Thank you Jessica for sharing the powerful story.
Coyote

[Jessica]

This is base on true story anyway. So I'm glad that you like it. :)

[Coyote Poetry]

I did like the story. True stories are the best to be told.

[Jessica]

Thank you so much!

[barleygirl]

Jessica, your English is bumpy and it is hard to read a longer story like this. But I pushed thru it becuz your storytelling is very good. Your story shows something that happens in many "blended" families (as this is called here in the US). Your message is universal and I'm sure many young people have felt exactly this way during divorce or separation from a parent. The way you describe the feelings is very vivid and true for these situations, sometimes. Keep working on your English, becuz it is a pleasure to read your way of telling a story.

[Jessica]

Thanks so much for this great review ^^ And sorry for those mistakes! I hope you enjoyed and I'll try my best next time!