Who can I not be? (Waiting.)

Because I will never be perfect, it's never been a phase for me, it's been my reality.

February 27,20011.
Tabitha Lee Thomas-Tabitha Jean Huassmann.
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Who can I not be?

(Waiting.)
Who is it I could not be?
Where is this perfect person you’re all waiting to see?
I have something to tell you,
Our own little secret,
I’m not who they see,
I’m not going to be,
No, never.

Perfection was never reality,
Yet you all keep waiting,
Smiling,
This phase in her will pass,
Since when was individuality considered such a thing?
A phase.

You’re all watching,
Still waiting,
What for?
Creating tension,
Delusion,
I’m sorry,
Perfection is not something in my necessities,
Please enjoy waiting,
Waiting for the impossible,
The fantasy,
Forgetting reality.


Because I am never going to be perfect, what you want me to be. Stop living your fantasy.

Author's Note

The XxMisFitPandaXx is my username on Vampirefreaks.com I applied for a writing group that only accepted serious and good writers. I was accepted. :P