Alive.

So I've been with an older man since I was barely 13. Go figure he cheated. I'm partially to blame,yes,but mostly him. He knew I was young he took advantage. This is for him. Jeremy Craig Freeman.

You think you broke me

Sweetie I’m very much a live

Your little girlfriend

She’s not worth anything

I’ll wish you luck

You’re gonna need it

 

Because I’m screaming

And I’m not hurting

I’m angry

You’re going to regret it

13 years old

You took advantage

 

Do you know what kind of person you truly are?

I hope I leave you feeling pity for yourself

There’s so much time left for me

Yours about run out

Your mom

Your brothers

Your family

They’ll be all you have soon enough

I hope you feel alone

Hopeless

 

Author's Note

Little girls grow up, they mend, but they will never forget the men who hurt them. I hope you feel the way I use to. Hurt and alone. Begging for someone to see you, to understand you, love you. You could never be there for me. Useless, What a pity. Grown up, something real is alive within. Something that you’ll never be apart of. Don’t try to understand what you’ve done, what pain you caused you never would. You’ll never be sorry anyway. You have no regret. You’re only a little boy lost in a mans body. Immature and selfish disregard for human life for emotions.


I was not sure where to put that in. It was not exactly apart of the poem.

Reviews

[TheFemininePad]

Powerful and emotional. I can feel the rage that you are feeling right now as you wrote that poem. The poem flows smoothly, and is easy to understand. I know it hurts alot right now about what happened to you, but things will get better. Use your writings to get the raw emotions out of your system that you are feeling.

[MandaBear]

It's so beautiful. ... I just can't find the words.