Cherry GoldA Poem by ChrisOn paper it all seems like cherry gold, stained thoughts, and helpless smiles Like birds without wings that still sing, in unison In memories, in times, in the moments that reside Before the ink stains through paper to the wooden Desk; which holds in its palm wearily The etchings of a crazed self mutilator With spikes of noreprinine and bundled nerves That shiver in skin, so papery thin, and wonder why Anything needs to be explained And heat that heavily falls from my forehead Keeps me from opening my eyes Because waves of red ember like air seems too much When I tremble at the desk" where thoughts are meant to become" But nothing becomes, except madness Brewing, like a man scoffing, at clouds reaching For the ground beneath a thousand plush fingers And the man tears at his hair, and snorts crusted blood Everything explodes, dynamite made of smiles and broken lead He knows he's better off dead, but he knows moreso; Moreso that the continuity is not continuity These sentences are not sentences These words are not words These morphemes are not morphemes, or phonemes, or anything; It is all fragmented! Never together at all! Fragmented like greasy mutters, and twitching wings, and spasming heart strings Like cracking necks, poorly lit mirrors, and drifting half-sleep ideas Like a daffodil atop a split skull, Like youre mother, not your mother, baring teeth; a wolf Like the idea, that you will grow up, graduate, survive And somehow in the end, you can survive The void that isn't a void, rather the emptiness of emptiness Where buzzing cells cease to buzz, and the hive collapses Decay! And this paper is coiled in between the folds of my mind Neatly, compact, enough to get me through The moment when blood turns cherry gold to dust And everything else can be forgotten. © 2018 Chris |
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