The One

I have a lot of repressed feelings. Writing this was a tempory cure

My urges take control of me
But I repel from expressing true feeling
I lay awake on a sleepless night
Dreaming of forever completion with a female
People my age tend to take whatever comes to them
And end up with players and loose blondes
But I know what I want
And my life is like an endless search for it
Which I am willing to devote myself to
Even If I die with the burden of my virginity
My friends say I lack taste in women
But in reality they are the ones without taste
I'll find the one someday
The one that stands out from the crowd
And believe me It will be a beautiful moment
And I will treasure her forever
But is that really long enough...?

 

-13th December 2011