lost cries for old times

I've spent way too much time
Trying to find myself in your eyes
Got so caught up in you motions
That it's turning me blind

I've spent every waking moment
Trying to love me like you do
Got so lost in your rhythm
I'm falling away from you

I've spent so many tears
Trying to hold on to this
Got so stuck in your daydreams
It's not even us I miss

I've spent way too much time
Finding myself in your eyes
But there's nothing for me to see
It's time I realise.

>jay
4/24/19