once in a blue moon

a dream i gad abt my boyfriend ^.^

It's night time, I'm at a beach sitting on the sand with my eyes closed listening to the waves. The air is cool and salty. I'm letting my mind wander, maybe not the best idea bc it's starting to get dark

But I still let it, it's nice with my eyes closed. It slowly gets worse, darker, louder, to where I can't hear the waves. I can't breathe, finally I can't take it and open my eyes

I see the moon, the black sky, the blue and silver ocean, I look down and see the sand, dark with water. I try to take a deep breath but it come out a little shaky.

I look over and there he is. Sitting there studying me, ever so quiet, I soft smile across his face. I feel myself relax. I smile back at him and say I love you as he pulls me into a hug

My breathing gets so much easier as I let myself fall into him, just breathing him in, being enveloped in his warmth. After a minute he pulls away, and I try to memorise how the light looks on his face

He asked how I am, and I have to confess I wasn't good. So he comes a little closer and holds me. And starts to talk so softly, his arms around me. He tells me he loves me and that it'll be okay

Then after I relax some more, he starts to tell me about something he read about waves and science, I love when he does this. His voice starts to wash over me and I fall asleep in his arms.

Then I woke up

-jay