goodbye my lovely

Goodbye my lovely

I'm sorry it had to end this way
I know I promised I said I'd stay
But I'm really sick of living this way
Hating myself more everyday

I'm sorry if this is letting you down
Slitting my wrist, popping pills or maybe I drown
But the battle in my head is too loud
I'm sorry I can't this is it I'm out

Goodbye I'll see you on the other side
Wether that be heaven or hell God decide
I dont want you to miss me I don't want to hear you cried
I wish I could have stayed I promise I tried

Goodbye my brothers and dear little sister
With time you'll find I was just a whisper
I promise it's okay this way is better
You'll understand goodbye read my letter


Sincerely,

~K C E~