Living Lifeless

 It’s hard to find what you can’t see

And I haven’t looked in a mirror lately

I guess you could say I’m afraid

To find out what’s looking back at me

Existing has become such a chore

Twenty-four seven carved into my arm

Not a single moments rest

Maybe we’re all better off dead?

 

I’m getting nervous now

At the cliffs edge overlooking the ground

It really doesn’t look that far down

If I fall, don’t make a sound

 

Six feet of soil is warmer than you’d think

Or maybe I can’t trust my feelings anymore

And my senses are starting to lie

I can’t tell whether I’m dead or alive

Honestly, it doesn’t matter anymore

Because aware of it or not

Lifeless is going to feel like lifeless

And I know I won’t escape it