I'm So Close To Comatose

 I’m ending it all tonight
So say your last goodbyes
And tell yourself that you
Never meant to hurt me
I’m running out of time
And starting to fall behind
Just tell yourself that it 
Doesn’t feel the same

And when I drag the blade
I promise to whisper your name
Leave all the guilt upon my lips
Along with all the shame

I remember how things were
And those nights I wished it was her
Saying my name as I made you
Feel things you’ve never felt before
I’m lying here awake
Who knows how much more I can take
Of these sleepless nights, and painful days
Your face won’t go away

I’m a puzzle with missing pieces
I’ll tell you all of my secrets
So that you know that you’re the one
Who holds the pieces in your hand

I’m waiting for you to repair
Something that was never even there
I put so much faith
In you to help me through
I love when our hands intertwine
I haven’t felt like this in a while
It’s pretty safe to say that
You bring out the best in me