Purpose

Last month I suffered from ear ache, I won’t go much into its medical details, the only thing I want to tell is, it pains a lot.

I visited the clinic regularly, I took medicines on time, I followed all the instructions given by doctor but everything seemed to be fruitless.

On one of the appointment,While I was on my way to clinic, I was thinking continuously, my thought process started with the frustration that why I am not getting healed? am I suffering from any disease like diabetes , aids or tuberculosis ? (The doctor asked me this in my previous visit)

I was not crying or asking God “why me?” I knew he won’t answer but I was thinking “what next?”

I can bear this pain. I will fight the ailment but I was worried about my family what will happen to my family if I get diagnosed with any serious disease

I want to live more & more years for them. I cannot leave them in midway.

Maybe this exaggeration was outcome of my frustration, but that was the moment when I actually thought about all this, otherwise we all are so busy that  we don't get enough time to think about The purpose of our life.The months & years pass by and we somehow go far from ourselves. we get lost somewhere in our busy schedules.