I don't want to let this one go

I'm done with them getting away, and I said this time it'd be different. So where is the difference tonight?

Of all the people to hurt me, I though you'd be the one to do so least.

Without realisation becomes a turned up wall, a defence that appeared for no reason at all, a protection of the state which needs love the most. 

If we are determined, then why do I care, however if there is a God and we're determined, then why in hell would you do this?