Bitter

For years we were together

I was to excited to hide it from my family

You kept the silence with yours

It didn't bother me at first

You didn't know how they would react after all

The though of you with another girl

For years we were together 

and we spent day in and out

talking to each other and sharing moments

distance meant nothing

because having nothing meant distance

so there was always something

For years we were together

and recently you have been a bit off

you did recently move and you are all alone

you made a single friend in school, someone like me

I am so happy for you, now you have a friend to keep you company

I can't wait to meet her

For years we were together

and I decided to come down for the holidays

your family was the best

I even met your friend

she is really fun and you said we  were alike

there are some things we have in common...not a lot though

For years we were together

and I was extremely happy

completely unaware of the adultery you committed

It wasn't until the new year you decided to tell me

I tried to be civil, I tried to forget

but you made me bitter

For years we were together

and I had never cried more in my entire life

you tried to apologize in varies ways

the rose wilted in the box

my family became concerned and worried

over this monster I had become

For years we were together

and you finally decided to call me

upset over the heartache my twin gave you

I listened and whipped your tears

you did apologize and admit our wrong

things looked bright

For years we were together 

and i thought i knew you

you hurt me and made me bitter

you built me back up when admitted fault

you brought me down after i believed the lie

now im alone again

For years after we were together

i stalked and scouted your profile

so i knew what you were up too

each time made me even more bitter

you wanted to stay friends

i wasn't capable

For years after we were together

my bitterness has not subsided

even after moving on myself

i am still not over you

but i miss you to much to fully let go

i decided to get a hold of you

For years after we were together

the discuss was pleasant enough at first

we usually try to avoid the subject of our breakup

however today we decided to have a civil conversation

one that had been avoided for many years

about our romantic demise

For years after we were together

i was learning what happened

how she was just upholding the desires she had

how sorry she was over the matter and how i had changed

i still was not happy, even with meeting the closure

she couldn't help but mention how bitter i had become