I’m sorry I ever loved you
And I’m sorry I caused you pain
I’m sorry I ever revealed to you
The feelings I cannot explain.
I am surely certain you love her
And you feel nothing for me
But I find myself envying her
Behind the façade you cannot read.
No, I am not sorry I’m human
I am not sorry I can't hide
My feelings are only human
Or of one who’s already died.
And one day you will join me
And with one stormy gust
Your mind and body will fuse with me
In cyclones of swirling dust.
And when it is, we will again
Attempt to finally converse
And be finally free to speak again
Without the lines rehearsed