Thoughts Exposed!

Profoundly inside out!

Take me out of this phase.
I can't breath, can't think and all seems blurry.
broused, tortured, tormented, despaired are words that linger in my mind.

Struggling to put myself in place
I feel displaced.
In a place that feels like there is no point of return.

Am sad, angry,upset, happy, relieved, stuck confused
and in pain from the depth of my heart.
Pain so sharp that I let it indulge me.

Empty mouth yet, words are even suffocating my mind.
Mind so powerful yet has been defeated and disturbia takes its course. State of defeat,
body so numb, thoughts misplaced not even a single one of them even makes sense.

Please wake my soul up!
Its asleep.
Sleep so sweet that it keeps me awake in my dreams.
Dreams? Nightmares?

Its a bittersweet!

Push me to the wall,
break my head in bits of pieces before it explodes.

Its too dark in dark in here.
They say its a small world but trust me I feel all alone
No one will understand me
Even if I explain
So, why bother?

My worth is worth nothing
So what's the whole?

Inspiration
Hope
And faith all washed a way.

So much pain yet no tears are shade,
Heart breaking yet being hardened.
Its a bittersweet of being weary at heart and being brave at heart.

So weak yet so strong
Am at my lowest point says the mind
Yet, the heart can take it.
Sweet pain, sweet hurt, sweet sadness
Darkness so bright

Yet, still brave at heart with a little flame still fighting like a ticking time bomb.

Split minds?
Mmmmmmh...
Split feelings or state of confusional?

Its dark in here, please give me some light
Even just a glimpse of it.
So tired yet restless
Am I stuck in reverse? This could get worse?

One second am filled with joy and no worries
And the other am filled with so much sadness
About to drop a tear yet, something in me pulls the tear back it me.

Ignite my bones
Open my mind
Open my heart
Cause all I write in ink is
Dark, profound and sad.

Set Me Free From These Thoughts!

Author's Note

Constructive criticism.
Ignore grammer problems.
Thanks for reading. :)