Failed Delivery

It's so amazing
I
Open my mouth
And
Already you know what I'm about to say.
My mind reader
psychic it seems
Yet you can't remember your own name.
What a shame.
Another
lost of my
impeccable speeches
Of 1 sentence.
Disrupted
By
Another's
Hypothesis
Proven Incorrect.
Just another dream,
Crushed
and
Another hope
Burned
Because you a*s
summed Up
what I intended.
the
mental ofme,
Confused
And the
Dismissal
Of my sweet gestures
Noted.
Needing only 2 min
if not less,
But that will not occur.
Just for that one min
I'm gone.

not sure
when
I will return
Back
to waiting
to be so
loving.

Bellowing out
my frustrations
Won't help.
Writing it out
Doesn't soothe
The unexplainable
sense that
wasn't made.
So sleep it is.
My hero.
Just please don't let me dream.
Just
let me
blank Out to
My mind now muted.
Because my one thought
could
not be delivered:
'I love you.'