Chapter 3
Seven
hundred and some odd days had passed since my Pa pa’s death. After
about two hundred of those days had gone by my Nana left us as well.
They found her in eternal sleep in her bed on thanksgiving mourning.
They say she died of natural causes but I don’t think they were
right about that.
I was still serious and I didn’t play very
much at all anymore. Not because I didn't enjoy it but because of
well, the inevitable. Through the time since those seven hundred and
some odd days I had become more and more engrossed within the thought
that there’s no point since we’ll just be moving again soon. And
look at this, I was right!
I called my father daddy all my
life and now I wasn’t so sure that he was. I hardly ever saw him
and that made me very sad. He switched jobs a lot claiming that he
wanted what was best for the family but I only half believed
him.
The other half was scornful claiming he was greedy. In
later years however that half faded as my daddy came home more and
more, but by the time that began to occur I would be nearly out of
the house myself.
At the current age I was nine years old. I
as I said was serious, far too serious for a child my age. But I was
also very curious.
I remember when we were packing to move
again. Daddy said we were moving to Florida and we would live in a
much larger house. When I was packing a box however, I dropped a
folder full of what I thought where daddy’s work papers. I
recognized most of them but there was one I didn’t recognize at
all. On the top I read the word ‘DEED’ out loud.
“Deed
to what pumpkin?” My Momma said from behind as she took the paper
in her hands.
“Chris!! You need to come in here now!!” My
mother yelled excitedly.
“What, what is it?” My dad asked
while walking out of my parent’s former bedroom.
I heard
them whispering but I couldn’t make out what they where saying.
Then they turned to me, both of them smiling as my mother leaned down
and hugged me tightly.
“Okay I’m not sure about Savannah
but I’m lost.” Sarah said while coming and sitting next to me.
Jessica was living with her real dad aka my moms first husband. He
was nice enough...now.
“Girls do you remember that house
that mommy used to go to when she was little?” My mother asked and
we nodded.
“The one that had the attic sealed from the
inside?” Sarah asked with a nod from my mother in reply.
“What
about it momma?” I asked as I watched the grin that was forming on
my mothers face grow broader.
“Girls this is the deed to
that house! I don’t know how it ended up here but…” My mother
began to ramble on and on and I could tell that Sarah like me had
stopped listening as we looked at one another.
A few weeks
past as we postponed selling our current house but everything stayed
boxed up. It was only until three weeks after the deed was found that
we figured we weren’t moving to Florida.
“I wonder what
we’re gonna do.” Sarah said as she looked to the sealing of her
still boxed up room.
“I don't know.” I said as I leaned
against the wall next to the closet door on the far left hand side of
the fourteen by fourteen foot room.
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The
Spanish moss hung down from the old oak trees on that early fall day,
along that long stretch of deserted road. The trees were in perfect
lines on either side, and above us, seeming like eternal statues.
They had created a lush canapé of natural greens, and lovely
silver grays overhead. It is truly a sight only understood when seen
by ones own eye, I have come to realize.
It’s a scene from a
fairytale I was reading in the car as well, as we drove through those
trees from the story it seemed, where the prince rides through the
trees on a gallant stead of solid black, or white, I can’t clearly
remember. He then finds his long awaited princess under a tree, much
larger than the rest in front of a glorious castle like home. With
the breeze blowing gently and the butterfly’s fluttering about at
sitting eye level, giving you a spectrum of the deepest purple, to
the brightest yellow only adding to the already lush scenery of the
front yard.
The princess does not see her prince at first, as
she sits with her back to him her finger out stretched for a monarch
butterfly to land, gently and silently. Then he walks to her side and
sits beside her.
“I knew you’d come.” She’d say as she
looks up to his now lowered gaze, with out an ounce of surprise. Then
they’d both smile and share a lingering kiss, in a sweet moment of
bliss.
I finished the story book for the billionth time, as we
pulled up to the house seemingly from the story itself, with its
white pillars at the front, and all the way around the porch
seemingly going on forever, and following behind the pillars path.
The Spanish moss and diverse types of vines, were overgrown
to an outrageous point, and taking over everything from the pillars
to the porch floor. In time that would be cut back and controlled
however. The house had few windows from what you could see at the
front, but the windows it did have where in odd shapes. The nicest
windows where the ones seen from the front of the house on the first
floor, in front of the dinning room and the living room
I
had wondered if this house was actually the inspiration, from the
lovely little fairytale picture book. I’m sure you’re a bit
confused so let me explain. You see it had been two months since I
had found the deed to my mother’s childhood weekend home. Momma and
Daddy had been discussing our next move that we originally believed
would have us going to Florida. However it seemed after the deed had
been found, our parents thought it might be better for a different
type of change.
My father you see was a novelist, and the
first of his published books had brought a lot of money into the
house and the savings accounts in the past few months.
Daddy
always wanted to quit his computer job and rely solely on his novel
work, but he never had the courage to plunge into the deep, as they
say. I guess he took the deed as a type of sign to adventure, out
from our original plans.
The car came to a stop after our
eleven hour drive, from Hattiesburg Mississippi. When I was little
that was the one home I think I will never miss.
“The moving
trucks won’t be here, for at least an hour.” Momma said to my
daddy, as she walked with him to the porch.
“Oh this place
brings back so many memories.” Momma said in an almost childish
tone, as she practically skipped up the porch steps.
Momma
placed a hand on the pillar nearest her right side, and seemed to
watch her memories flash by, as if they were an old movie. A tear ran
down her cheek then, as her smile broadened and she walked on, not
seeming to see the now over abundant vines and Spanish moss but
seeing the past. Which would consist of her experienced, of tea
parties on clean sheets and, childish offerings of flowers lain all
about on the porch floor.
I felt as if I saw them too. Not
just from the pictures, but from my mother’s gaze. I feel like I
really did see those black violets, and daisies, that had lain
scattered on the once, perfectly white painted porch floor. But then
I don’t doubt that I really did. That house it seemed was not just
a house, it was a place that held the memories, and recreated them
whenever it pleased.
My daddy took nearly ten minutes to force
the giant oak doors open, but really with how engrossed my mother, my
sister Sarah (Jessica was still with her dad), and I were it seemed
like no time laps had occurred at all. Its strange, how that kind of
thing can happen I guess.
We were reawakened from our dream
due to the screeches produced by the rusty hinges on the door, we
noticed the true beauty of the inside no matter how tattered it
seemed, it still didn’t take away from the visions we
witnessed.
“I’ll race you.” Sarah whispered as she
pointed to the top of the stairs.
“Kay.” I said as we got
ready to run.
We looked at one another, and began a silent
count to three. Then we ran. We ran past our parents not really
taking in their warnings, of 'don’t run' and all that. We ran up
the stairs toe in toe, until a blast of cold air passed right through
us. I slowed down but Sarah kept going. I don’t know if
I had been the only one to feel it, but a shiver went slowly down
my back, as I finished our race at a walk.
“Why d' ya stop
runnin’?” Sarah asked, as I sat at the top step next to her, as
we waited for our parents.
I thought about telling her, but
somehow I thought against it, as I looked down the stairs then to
her awaiting gaze. I smiled in that moment, as I looked up with a
goofy grin now spreading on my still chubby, child like face.
“If
I told you, it would ruin the surprise.” I said and looked back to
her. She only looked at me persisting, with an accusing stare, then
laughed and looked up to where I had been looking, towards those
wooden beams of our new long awaited home.