Never alone

It's like the lights on but nobody's home
no wonder I feel so alone
My passions faded and My hearts deflated, so it's no surprise my eyes are jaded
Blind to what's not there to see
Even though it's right in front of me
I'm sick of this place I can't take anymore but every time I try to leave I wake up on the floor

Next time you wanna go
remember you can't leave alone
Whether you like it or not you know you know that you're never alone

It's unfair, I don't care
Spend my whole life running not to get anywhere
My mirror Says f**k you
I'm sick of looking at it but I'll stand here for you
Blind to what's in front of me
Even though it's not there to see
I can feel my mind slowly coming unhinged and it's so hard to hold on when you wanna give in

That self pity bullshit will eat you alive
consume and devour your will to survive
I can't be honest about the things that you fear
the world's f*****g ending
so where do we go from here?
I'm south of normal which ways north?
Why's my mind always back and forth?
I'm sick of always fighting me every damn day, but I'm never alone so I guess I'll stay here full of memories I can't repress and try to find moments of happiness....
Fleeting feelings of happiness