Flashbacks

These Visions of the past
full of pleasure and pain
are Tearing me apart
I'm going insane
I can't block it out when It's already inside
its coming from within
So there's nowhere to hide

See The muddy waters rise
So I flush them down
Feel the light leaving my eyes
I hear a distant sound
Like a whisper in my ear
Just To fill me with fear
I thought that I left you behind
How did you find me here?

I feel like somethings missing and it's just not fair
That the more I feel this void the more I feel you there
I'm fighting for my life, But you don't care I can see
Just f*****g die!
like I do in these memories....