Unraveling

Dying on the inside, But I'm not crying out
I'm thinkin of doin things that I'm afraid to talk about
I Search for an escape To get out of my mind
But there's only one way out of here That I know how to find

I need to find another way of dealing with the pain
Cuz I know that there's no coming back from a needle in the vein
You say it's all excuses when I'm desperate to explain
dismiss me like it's useless to think Ill ever change

If I'm just an inconvenience, Or a burden that you bear
I'll find a way to disappear Like I was never there
Seems your disapproval Is too strong for me to fight, And I can't stop your removal Of this sunspot from my life

I can tell how much you hate the way I slip n make mistakes
Your bond with me is rigid it doesn't bend it only breaks
I can feel it in the air that you wish I wasn't there
If you never seen Me again I wonder if you'd care

I guess the past is all that's ever gonna meet your eyes
So I'll just go on living as something you despise
I guess if you feel justified youll have no regrets
But I'm breaking on the inside cuz you can just forget.....