leave it all behind

Racking up the miles
Running through my mind
Wondering why
I wonder why

I keep reaching
For things that I don't need
In this life
In my life

Against my better judgement
I keep looking back
I don't know why
Tell me why
I can't help myself from holding on

To all of this debris
From broken memories
Of the wreckage I leave behind
Like a junkyard in my mind
Maybe someday
I might find a way
To leave it all behind
Maybe then I'll be fine

But Until then I'll just be holding on

It seems so obvious
But I'm oblivious
To the things that pull me down
Always pulling me down

Now it's too late
So I self medicate
Cuz it's the only way I know
The only way I know

The only way I know of letting go

Of all of this debris
From broken memories
Of the wreckage I leave behind
Like a junkyard in my mind
Maybe someday
I might find a way
To leave it all behind
Maybe then I'll be fine

Until then I'll just be holding on

To all of this debris
From broken memories
Of the wreckage I leave behind
Like a junkyard in my mind
Maybe someday
I might find a way
To leave it all behind
Maybe then I'll be fine
With bloodshot eyes I'll leave it all behind....