Wasteland

I hit my bottom yet I'm still falling
In the distance I hear my wasteland calling
Calling out to pull me in
And never let me leave again
Too scared to say I'm afraid to return
Is this gonna be where I crash and burn?
Is this where I finally get a fresh start
Or Will it all unravel and fall apart
These are the things that torment my mind
As I feel the past creeping up from behind
Not trying to hide there's nowhere to run
We all have to answer for the things that we've done
All that I ask is how long I'll pay
Will it ever matter that I changed my ways
I know If I slip I'll pay the price
Cuz Third times the charm n I've almost died twice

Sometimes it seems like all people see
Is the piece of s**t who I used to be
They don't even care who I really am
Make one mistake and forever be damned
Damned to a life of coming in last
Damned to a life that's stuck the past
People like that can just kiss my a*s
Nobody needs you or the judgement you pass

I hit my bottom so I'm done falling
Even though my wasteland is calling
I know I'm the only one to blame
If I let a spark relight the flame
To a burning desire I won't give in
I wanna live, not die again.....