Lost in my life !!!

Face smiles, heart torned into pieces

Nights are beautiful yet sleepless
Days are bright yet hopeless

In this world that never ends
It's rare to find a true friend

One who set your soul free
Your soul feels like it's locked in  a dark room and you can't find the key

Know that I'm not lonely
There are many who feel the similar agony

I gaze at the stars out there
My eyes are filled with sadness and despair

Flashbacks of childhood plays infront of my eyes
Times when I was all smiles

Wish I could be happy once again
I cry silently so no one can see I'm in pain

I'm alive but my spirit is dead
lost in my life, figuring out if I can move ahead