This Feeling Inside

Walk through my head with me

This....what is this?.....this feeling inside?
So warm, inviting, I no longer wish to run and hide.

I haven't felt this way in a very long time.
Please don't let it fade away, to the pain,
the pain of nothingness alone for so long,
how do I even go on?

But wait!....whats that?....a smiling face?....
That cuts through the doubt and the rain like a sunny ray,
to bring warmth to my heart and tears to my face?

It floats down the path of life like a wisp.
I can't!.....I can't let it get away,
So I stand up.
I stand up and give chase,
it runs from me like it just has to get away
No matter how hard I try it just slips away.

But at the end of the day I am better because of that face
And warmer for those rays of kindness and joy

But alas left alone in the rains cold. Dark. Embrace.
I sit and wait,
For another sunny day and the warmth upon my face.