The realm

A young women found love but by the time she meet her love she found himself in perplexing situation

Chapter 1, her pain

I cook all day, than i just wait for him to eat and leave for his job , than i clean his house and make his baby bath eat cereal and than make him sleep..than i wait endlessly in the garden looking at the lonesome road ,waiting for a train to escape and never look back..
The man brought me here is my abuser and exploiter who would give me all kinds of physical ordeals and than act victim so aa to keep me as his baby's caretaker and his house's maid..he brought me from and remote village of philipines where i used to be poor but fine with it ..i was not that educated ..i hardly went till.fourth grade..I can read write but I have no degree to gain a job here..right now I am staying with the green visa of marriage that this country provide to spouces from.other nations
For me who is an 21 year old young women.. everything seems strange here,this isn't even place near to city it's an remote village , my 45 year old husband rented this house,he used to tell me he worked as a manager in a motel for years and after his mother died who was the only family member in his life .he sold the previous house that was in the city and moved here by leasing this house, it's beautiful serene and calm but I don't get to see anyone even a cat or a dog or small birds..sometime this seems like an bad dream where I am trapped forever... the isolation slowly taken toll on my confidence with life and raising this baby..this baby is a orphan and he adopted the baby before my marriage, he never told much about the baby but just told that he will grow to a fine gentleman if i take good care of him as a mother and than the kid will be out saviour...
His talks are so futile , lame like sand in the palm..or a twig in the waterspout, I have very strong connection with the baby the day I took him in my arms..I am the mother so only I am.staying here as I have nowhere to go..and that's how Tod is taking advantage of my vulnerability, things go good and smooth untill he comes home drunk from work, he would behave all nasty.ask me to bow down and sing for him..than talk all rubbish bad disgusting, he would suspect me sleeping around with other man , if I answer he would come and start non verbal abuse ,like slapping hard in my face and than grab hairs and make me drop in the floor and also lash me in my back and legs..he would leave and slam his door and sleep like a dead man till morning..next morning when I don't talk to him..he would behave indifferent and won't ask anything but just apologize and takes oath to not drink again..his promises are as good as those of politicians..that don't matter at all..
The days gone..and the summer shown up..summer was dry painfull and melancholic despitoting enough for me to drain all my energy and spirit out of the window, i somehow convinced him for ne wanting work in an bakery or a small hotel ..as an waitress and also that would.make me feel good over sitting idle in home..as my mother came to visit me for a long time and she would take care of Fluffy aka Robert our 2 year old.toddler.
He indeed accepted the fact that I want to go out work and earn but in a condition I have a phone and keep.it on eveytime and when. He rings me..no way I should fail to.pick up, the town has some grown up.a*s perverts that hunt young women and also molestation cases been growing , he is concerned for my safety and acting way righteous when he himself been an habitual abuser to me and been inflicting lot pain lately