Here it is.
my crumbling confession,
Your voice it rings like iron
in my hammering heart.
It is that no one
thinks of you
quite the way I do.
Though even the days
have fallen to dust,
undefined.
the names of the months
have been lost to the years.
but my plight,
it remains much the same.
The hallway leads,
with footsteps, heavy.
the door swings open
on bold hinges, unrestrained.
On you.
a force firm against
my cage of ribs,
in hot whispers,
you say that you are broken,
and depart like a thief.
Leave my lips ripe cherries
and my hair in tangles.
I know what each piece feels like
each time.
know what guilt tastes like on the tip
of tongue lashes.
know of dirt and of sin.
I grow weary in this haven.
waiting, wondering
but biting on sharp words.
What will bring you home?
What will make you stay?