You’re taking me apart,
Analyzing any piece that doesn’t appeal to you.
Call me a liar,
And spit hate in my face when I fight back.
Should have seen this from the start,
But I was so desperate to love you!
Telling me to go burn in fire,
I realize that I have everything you lack.
When you were pulling a pillow close for comfort,
I had my sisters to keep me warm through the night.
Where you wept because of alcohol problems,
I was educated on its evils.
When you were suffering,
I was living like an angel; carefree and oh so proud!
When we were together, I became your comfort.
When we were together, I became your light.
When we were together, I washed away all your problems.
When we were together, I vanquished your evils.
When we were together, I ended your suffering.
But we aren’t together anymore, and now you’re too damn proud!
Walking down empty hallways,
Looking into every room, I see our memories.
Not a single one escapes me,
Because…I don’t hurt because of your loss.
Even when our old song plays,
I don’t push away my memories.
You are no longer here to see
That I don’t mourn for my loss.
It’s okay,
I never needed you.
You’re the one who said I was the One,
In my heart, I knew it could never be.
No matter what you say,
I know that you knew it too.
Even when you talked about wanting a son,
I knew that it was never meant to be.
I have everything you ever lacked!
Don’t deny it,
Because you know its true.
You made me miserable because you envied it all.
Even if you had been given everything you lacked,
You would just wait and sit
For someone to envy you too.
Because, you wanted it all!