This new house in which I reside,
Oh, how it makes me wish for home.
What’s a house but a building with no love?
How I wish I was home,
Because, you know, home is where the heart is.
I walked in that front door,
And all my warmth was quickly stolen away
As this new place tries to become what I used to have,
Lost it all in the game society plays,
So now I have this house with nothing to fill it with.
Its missing love,
Its missing warmth
But most importantly of all,
Its missing my respect, but someday soon,
Let’s hope I can call it home!
I sit up in my bed tonight,
The only piece I have left to my name.
I pray I won’t feel the dark,
As I shut my scared brown eyes,
Cus God help me, its all I can feel.
Days go by,
And days become weeks,
Weeks become months
And soon the years roll on by
But this old house, ain’t changing for me.
All I can do is sit up and sigh.
Finally, my anger and frustration peaks!
I finally give in after years upon months
And simply cry…
This house will never be the home I seek!
On I continue with this conviction,
And slowly I resign to leaving it be.
I clean the home when it needs it,
But nothing more as I see that I do not have the heart to do it.
All I wanted was home..
Then, after years, I finally overturn my conviction…
All around me, I see struggling and life, and its how I realize I wanted this to be!
I finally have a couch on which to sit…
To this house, I added things to it
And slowly built up the feelings and love of my lost home.