Never.

Just my thoughts, a lot is going on right now.

My mind is spinning in circles, 

Never stopping. 

Everything is such a blur,

Never a cure. 

Crumbling walls, crumbling thoughts, 

Never a dull moment. 

It rain it pours, 

Never bright anymore. 

The smile that lays on my face, 

Never real. 

Trying, 

Never good enough slowly dying.

I am just living life to the fullest, but yet I feel like the world around me is crumbling down. I will get through it I always do, with God's strength but I just had to share what I really battle with because you should not have to keep what is going on locked inside. Sometimes just letting it out helps the most. Just gotta remember that I will get through this.

Author's Note

Please do not think I am not optimistic, I am the most outgoing person. Just got a lot going on in my life.