Reminiscence

Hearing songs I used to hear,,,,
Feeling emotions I used to feel,,,,
Thinking thoughts I used to think,,,,
In this vast infinite world inside me,,,
I feel time hasn't passed one second,
That moment, it still is,,, ongoing,
That me, I still am, ongoing,,,
Don't know what just happened,,,,
Like a flash, as if I slept,
And dreamt, and woke up,
The same song is playing,
When I be my past,
I feel life is more than life,,,,
A chill rises through my spine,
Do we live through time?
Aww, time lives through us,,,
I'm amazed, How did I pass these years,
Thinking what to do,
Confused about my purpose,
And looking back years and years,
Not only remembering, but being there,

Once again,,,
I feel life as a movie in my mind,
And knowing I couldn't make this existence any different,
I know I can't ever make things happen,
Perhaps, I don't need to,,,
Who am i, but a silent watcher,
Behind the restless cycle of thoughts,
I feel scared of death,
As if it is right in front of me,,,
Like 50 years from now is what I am,,, right now,,,
What a sweet dream it is,,,
And we dont know we dream, in our dreams....
And this moment, I dont feel dreamy,,,
Yes,,,, fear of death wakes me up,,,,
But its not actually a fear,,,
I feel deathless in a way,
When I see death as reality,,, as obvious,
As my destiny,,,
As i welcome it with arms stretched,
It tells me all the stories I forgot,,,
It smiles at me
And wishes me goodluck for a further life,,,,
My heart is detached with myself,
And such paradox,,,, I feel myself for the first time....
I dont know who I am,
But I see glimpses of me,,, through all these reminiscence....
Beautiful reminiscence....

Reviews

[AprilRN1210]

well hello stranger!.. nice to see a new addition finally slacker!.. was beginning to wonder where you were hiding!.. ok first off, you say you enjoy the way I play with words, but I equally enjoy the way you play with them... your subtle, bendy way of using repetition always makes me giggle.. it makes me think.. and it makes me smile in appreciation.. this one had a spiritual depth to it that seemed to pull the reader in and make them think... a dream within a dream within a memory to a time that has yet to come.. wheeew.. mind blowing.. got me feeling a little dreamy right now.. lovely writing as always.. it is so nice to "see" you are alive my friend.. ((hugs)) to ya!..

[Sunya]

Hahaha thankyou stranger :) nice to see you too..i wasnt hiding :p thankyou for such a warm review you are too kind...i am glad i could make you think ;) hehe
((hugs))

[AprilRN1210]

you're welcome my friend..

[Saddam]

Beautiful and an interesting write there friend.
I enjoyed reading it.