Come Forth

what do i call you,
you are my imagination,
or are you my destiny,
will u show up ever,
or leave me to despair,
and how much time will you take,
to accept me?

what shall i name you,
people say god,
but it has no meaning,
sufis call you beloved,
but all the love i know,
isn't infinite at all,
my ego says that
you are my ultimate potential,
and my thoughts say that
you are my only dream,
but what is the reality,
hidden inside me,
i can barely see a glimpse,
and that too my mind says,
is just another mockery,

are you there, or anywhere?
the why hide yourself in everywhere?
what is this all mess then,
of different hearts,
that pull me away from you,
don't they know about you,
or have they simply quit living,
and are walking dead all around,
and discouraging people like me,
don't you give them a hint ever?
by your unbeatable beauty and mystery,
of the morning sun and the night sky,
of infinite stars in infinity,
of unmanageable laws of love,
of inescapable death,
that takes away everything.
of unstoppable music of time,

or are they blinded by their own eyes,
that see nothing but a 2 dimension,
of the 3 dimension, from the passing light,
from their own desires to taste,
all the fruits that are reachable,
or are they not ready at all....

where should i meet you?
or are we one?
i don't know myself,
isn't there any mirror,
which shows me my soul?
how far should i go,
to return back empty-handed,
and tell you that I'm done searching,
if there is anything better than you.
take me away from here,
or come yourself overhere,
don't play so much hide and seek,
I have already left this place,
come to me, 
or show me your trace,
or give me a hope,
and for once, just once,
show me your face.....