The Plan

 

She’s wondering

Why it

Still hurts

Why re-reading

And speaking

Hurts more

Than the reality

She’s forced

Herself into.

The pain…

The pain

She feels

Doesn’t even

Make sense.

If it was for her

To be better

Feel better

And live better

Than why

Does it hurt?

She’s betting

That they didn’t plan

For this

For any of it

And now

Now all she can

Do

Is fake her

Interests

To everyone.

Not to eliminate the

Pain

But maybe

Maybe to bring

The good

Back.