Praying Hoping & Waiting for ChangeA Poem by Farmgirl
Ive been praying and waiting as of lately
But nothing seems to be changing speedily as I continue to hope for Funny because the things I am praying for a change about I am experiencing at home now almost as if God is trying to show me something through actions of others But I am not doing well in getting the message across to my heart and mind it seems they are in Limbo as crazy as it sounds because my Flesh has taken charge its impatient and never satisfied Everything in Life of others is changing for the worse and the better but mine just stays the same but bad or good change is change but for me its like im stuck in a circle and im getting dizzy from spinning around needing relief going through the same struggles and trials is so tiring wanting to press forward but remaining stuck because the odds are not falling into my favor constantly So yep I am just praying hoping and waiting to move past this stumblingblock in my way that for some reason is reocurring its become more like a mountainous problem id say so Ive been speaking to it to go away instead of talking to people who do not understand because their eyes have not been spiritually enlightened on the level of yours yet so you sit back fall on your knees and as much as you want to tell somebody close to you about your problem instead you refrain and just keep praying hoping and waiting hoping for the best outcome and stuck imagining the worst waiting for an impossible goal and praying for God to take full control because you do not have it in you to be captain anymore of your life because you realize you are poweand this is bigger than just an effort and financial change I swear I feel like im living a life of Ground Hog day because the same stumbling block keeps rearing its ugly head and im powerless of it to change And you want to be strong and shove it away but you cant so instead ... You are stuck with just Praying Hoping & Waiting for Change ... © 2017 FarmgirlFeatured Review
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4 Reviews Added on July 7, 2017 Last Updated on August 12, 2017 AuthorFarmgirlFarmtown, MOAboutWho I am speaks for itself through my writing and it's up to you on how you choose to perceive me and the way I express freely with my God gifted writing more..Writing
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