Chaos before Serenity

Everything has been Chaos today

because Serenity is coming Wednesday

Church service begins and always right before a blow out service the devil starts in

whether it be within situation or circumstance or even just with finances and disputing

It never fails right before a good service is upcoming

there is always a chaos that happens before serenity comes

I wonder why that is

I often wonder if there has to be a certain balance of evil for good to continue happening

But, that is just my way of thinking

I could be wrong but it seems like everytime before something good is about to happen in a Godly way

In comes disaster to try and hinder it from happening

And its definitely not a lesser of two evils

I know for a fact God is not partners in crime with Satan

But ,Satan is the lower g god of this world since God gave him a kingdom of hell fire to rule after kicking him out of heaven for trying to take it over

So naturally , him wreaking havoc is to be expected and nothing shy of normal for me and my church families and friends from his minions  


But, he is not all knowing either ... So does he just throw bad stuff because he expects God to throw something good at us?

I'm pondering alot this evening as you can see ...


Because , I just cannot understand why there is chaos before serenity

just like there is war before peace and sorrow before laughter

Only God in heaven truly knows all the answers that I am seeking after  ....


But not today devil ... I give God the glory ....


you fail again ... Sorry . Not sorry ...


God grant me the serenity and remove the chaos from among me ... in your timing ...

and fill me with your peace and contentment while im waiting ... for another move in power !

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

I liked the thoughts in the poetry.
"God grant me the serenity and remove the chaos from among me ... in your timing ... "
I request the same things in the above lines daily. Thank you for sharing the amazing poetry.
Coyote

[Farmgirl]

Thanks for visiting as always a pleasure to recieve a review from you Coyote . :) Hope all is well ...

[wordman]

good and evil travels together,it`s how we handle it that matters

[Farmgirl]

Interesting perspective ... I often wonder just how it the cycle he created works and balances out ... I just find it difficult to believe that they are in cahoots on such matters ... One thing I do know from what I learned in Job hes not allowed to do anything without permission .. that's for sure !

So there is an allowance of certain things to test and challenge faith for periods of time within a short window... I've come to learn that much in times of studying and searching out scriptures ...

But, he is not limited by his works either though ..

I learned that in the book of Esther about Mordecai

There are many beautiful pieces of history in the bible that teaches us who God is and how he works not only through others but, also in his own way holy powerful and mighty ... High above what anyone could ever fathom in the intellect of their minds ... I guess alot of questions unanswered ... We will know when or if we make it into heaven =)

Thanks for visiting Wordman :)

[wordman]

god created lucifer,he needed a balance of good and evil,it is up to you what you choose,if there was no evil we wouldn1t really know who we are

[Farmgirl]

I never thought about this in the way you just said . ... But, yes he did ... I can't debunk that ... But, to say we wouldn't know who we are ...

One day maybe soon id like you to elaborate on that... =)

[wordman]

we are either evil or we are good,how would we know if we wasn`t tempted ?

[Farmgirl]

Well, Im not allowed to teach but for me in my Testimony of how God works ... You know who you are by definition of character and individual personailty and behavior he gives you when you are born into this world... and even while still in the womb when he formed us ... And, I believe he allows us to to develop for a time in our whole being in there ... until we are brought into the world and things get altared by others and environments influence etc ... And, we stay that way which I call ( worldy & unlearned ) until he offers opportunity to change what is wrong in the heart because of the things in the world that perverted that part of us .. one way or another he gets us lol by drawing our spirit to him at his altar or wherever you are he begins dealing with your heart... But, for me my place God got ahold of me and taught me who I was and where I should be and why im here ... And alot of other things too that I allowed to make or break me and test and try me was in a childrens home & a few terrible expiriences of being where I shouldnt have been and going where I shouldnt have gone ... because of sin and evil that exists here that can be convincing and inviting ....


we choose to do good or we choose to be bad

either way its a choice not a definition of faith

faith is what is developed in the times of these Life expiriences & personal journeys and paths that I believe all lead to him ..

As we know evil came into the world by one man and one woman & disobedience ( we know who ) & because of them were a cursed people . The wages of sin is death .. No one will escape that ... But, thank God for calvary & Jesus blood shed atonement that changed things and gave a second chance to be made new and changed forever after true repentance & self surrender God wants us despite having free will ... But, even in Faith with Faith it's a choice to serve him and obey his commandments ... So in conclusion .... We know who we are I believe because we were made in the image of him and his likeness ... We know who we are because he created us all And as he dwells within us and with us even in the womb because he implanted in us a soul ... And i believe We will continue to learn even more of why we are here as long as we continue to grow in the grace and knowledge of him and his word & through the precious gift of receiving the Holyghost ... It is just a matter of spending time in prayer and in his word ... & personal fellowship...

in my opinion ... As for satan though .. He was given a kingdom he wanted God's so bad God in all his goodness and mercy and love and compassion and grace even when he rebelled against him still allowed him his hearts desire even though it grieved him greatly to have to make such a decision ....

And, basically he does what he wants to down there within limitation for a short time until Hell swallows him up forever and he cant no more ...