Love returns

A poem of love loss and God's Amazing Grace

It's been so long since we were divided I never imagined how many mistakes that I made until I lost all of you during my time away from you though I must admit that I was spiritually enlightened i find it odd you never begin to recognize issues for what they were when you fail to admit you have a serious problem you realize thats the problem I should have listened to the warnings and your logic but I was a heart and mind in denial I always refused to understand and foolishly rejected your every word I had trouble with accepting that I needed to change because of that I was pushed away I didn't understand then like I do now it took many hours of Prayer and studying God's word to get to the point that change was necessary for this war that's been waging for so long I thank you for the rejection that was shown for if it never happened I wouldn't have spiritually grown in our Lord the more I was ignored and unsupported the deeper I dove into prayer and meditation in his word I drew closer to The trinity even more and I was given a new heart and perspective in so much as I continued to endure hardships and suicidal struggles within my heart head and home but the more I became immersed in desiring to end it all the more God dealt with my heart to keep holding on and to continue praying and remain strong but i was lost and my heart was broken shattered into pieces by the enemies darts behaviors and schemes he had ultimately taken love away from me but funny thing about how God works because once again there was a deep need within the family and wouldn't you know it as always it's been me I'm so blessed to have this opportunity to be reunited feels so bittersweet
How blessed I am that God saw favor with my ferverency in praying about many things and how wonderful ut has became that once again My Love returns to me undeservingly but to God in his eyes I am worthy and to know that is enough for me I may not be perfect and full of flaws but each day with God is a Journey and sometimes things are taken away for a time so he can do the molding and changing in us all so that when the time came again to endure hardship we would be stronger less divided and be able to conquer it all because before we could be United once more we had to grow apart in the Lord
Oh how wonderful it is My Love returns to me
How blessed I am beyond measure my emptiness has now been made complete and I am fullfilled because there are no longer any heart pieces missing Again I have My family and my family has been given back to me to God he the glory for his loving grace and mercy that truly does endure forever beyond what one heart or mind can fathom carnally how wonderful and gracious he is to see my hurting and see it for to help me in a way no other ever could how blessed I am to know I have a father in heaven loves me and gives us the desires of our heart continually as he sees fit to according to his will and purpose for us all individually just as I was about to give up hope and do stupid things like a knight and shining armor wielding hisnshiled over me again he rescues me from the darkness that has weighed in me so heavily for so long to God be the glory for all that was wrong now he made it right I feel so blessed and grateful my darkness has been once again beaten by The Love and Light Of My Jesus with his hand and guidance upon my life protecting from embracing the worst ending my life

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[Farmgirl]

Needs new font and some typos fixed

Will do that when I'm able I'm typing from a celly