Confusion

A poem about being confused

Oh confusion
How I loathe the existence of you
You sweep in like a spider through a crack and then once you enter in
there is no turning  back to clarity about anything important and necessary you just gnaw and bite at my mind constantly  making your self a home in my mind constantly weaving your web and  troubling me
Oh confusion you have become a hindrance to My Faith walk so much that I can barely function or even sleep
it is not clear which way I should steer of  completely 
For so long because of you my conscience has not been clear only dark unstable and
cloudy
And my heart more and more everyday is troubled the more you draw near and take root in me
I wish I could just get rid of you but it seems you linger because its attached with you like a tree to branches that does not bear any good fruit for me
And because of this and fear I am unable to pursue any path that is called for me 
Confusion why must you be here Why can't I just rid of you with my sword and my spear
what is your purpose to indwell in here I do not accept you and never will
I need to find tranquility and make amends and peace with others you have droven a wedge between with your evil  I hate you just like I hate the devil
why don't you just flee too
Confusion I do not like you  I'm like Sam I am about you , I do not like you here or there ,
I do not like having to endure you anywhere
Not in my house , not in my heart, and not as I lie awake  hindered in my  heart trying to make sense of things and discern whats  the right path for me to follow after in my short time remaining here I even was diagnosed with a lump in my throat that shouldn't be there
And because of you confusion I don't even care to find out why or what is the cause of it
You just like the enemy cause me to feel as if I do not want to live or fight to Just Be anymore You have stolen my joy you have stolen my peace and you have ripped away from me my sanity All I feel I want to do Confusion is END YOU
End all of this Another year I cannot fathom to endure with either of you
In Jesus name I rebuke you leave from me I do not freely give permission to you to keep remaining im drawing nearer to my conclusion of what I should do
But until is for certain and I am fully reassured I am still stuck with you


Ugh I hate You
Get Away From Me

I need My Sanity I need My Peace I need to rest
I'm spiritually dying
And who knows maybe physically too
Only God knows the Truth




 

Reviews

[Jimmy Yetts]

As you obviously know, Sunshine, such malignant confusion--or practically any confusion, for that matter--is not of God. You have rebuked it; now, stand!
May God heal, protect and bless you; I pray this in the name of Jesus, the Christ.

[Farmgirl]

xoxo Working on it xoxox