God is moving

A poem of church service and God's spirit moving through visiting us this evening

Well went to church this evening planned to stay in the pew sleeping but soon as the music began playing I couldn't resist the urge to embrace it despite the pain in my back that I was feeling from yesterday's reinjury I couldn't resist because the spirit of God began dealing with me to come to the altar and release more things burdening and troubling me on a deep level Personally and as I sat up from what I was enduring feeling I no longer had time for the devil and his making me weary oh no it was then I felt a strength rising over me greatly a heavenly calming Swept over me and I began clapping in joy uncontrollably

 i then realized it was that sweet Holy ghost anointing falling on me and I began to feel the power of God heavily dealing with me and yet I continued to sit there all prideful and stubborn as usual but I still sat up and lifted my hands in worship letting him know he had reached my heart and body to the fullest telling me to get up and join the service I then sat a little bit longer just to be sure testing the spirit that had fallen out of no where and then a peace and his power began lifting me up and pulling me forward in my spirit to come to the altar and kneel

 it was a sweet tugging not a forceful one by far And so obediently I walked toward it and began surrendering my all that I had been bearing in my heart heavily and then I suddenly felt others praying over me and I just began weeping uncontrollable oh what 

a sweet moment of God visiting me it became by me just being humble and obeying his will for me to let go and forgive the past that I have beared for so long that I thought I had let go of once before and then after ward The Holy Ghost fell over me and then to the altar came my husband falling right beside me he lingered for a while beside me holding me and weeping funny thing is I was praying for me to be a better wife to him and for forgiveness of things I had done to him and for him to begin spending more time with me instead of his technology

 and then that moment of praying was released and even more anointing and The Holy Ghost fell over me then I jumped up as another song began playing and I began marching around the altar like a soldier marched in the army I realized it was a spiritual warfare that I am battling

 because of my calling that I've been ignoring in fear of embracing what it might be other than just my caregiving and it was then God began speaking to my spirit about things as I continued Marching and praising him in spirit clapping and thanking him for what he had done for me and others within his visiting

 and then after that was over the preacher began preaching about the whole armor of God mentioned in Ephesians chapter 6 I knew this message was for me and what I had earlier written expressing I knew he was speaking to me because he began preaching on the roaring lion ah the irony aforementioned 

Oh what a service of joy laughter redemption forgiveness and amends that were made and finally let go of this evening not to mention my rededicaton to my faith and my personal relationship with Jesus that I had been lukewarm in embracing

 because of things I've endured and continue to but I'm better now and less afraid more at peace and ready to continue fighting against the enemy and dodging his darts and his raging deceptive schemes to try and set me back spiritually in that grievous suicidal state of mind again oh what freedom that fell on me tonight as The spirit of God moving took flight I look forward to what he has in store for me and others Wednesday night until then I bid you adeou and I thank my new friend that inspired me to overcome and stand against the enemy that I once greatly feared too Good night And God Bless All Of You

Reviews

[Farmgirl]

Thank you Dhiman!!!
Truly it was an amazing evening !!!
And I'm happy to know that he visited you during reading this :-)

[Inject Positivity]

What an uplifting write... I can feel the presence of our holy spirit through your words... How touching it was... I felt like the Holy Spirit moving along side you, to give you hope and love and peace... So beautifully presented through your words...

Sincerely
Dhiman