Me

Hi, how are you? Where have you been all my life
You’ve been missed, I hope these things I’m saying to you is alright

I never thought I could fall in love with you
I know you tried for many years I just didn’t want to believe it could be true
The way I treated you I thought we were through

I pushed you away each and every day
I ignored everything you and my friends had to say
Still hard to believe after all that you could stay

I hated you for what you turned me into
I became embarrassed and ashamed so I withdrew
You told me I could be better and have better but I didn’t believe you

I threw myself into every relationship regardless of what I wanted
I ended up getting thrown back and left emotionally stunted

It’s going to be hard, I’ll slip back in to my old ways
I’ll hide myself from everyone, including you just like the old days

I always equated my own self worth to being loved by someone
And have none when loved by no one

Promise me you won’t give up, keep fighting so I’ll finally see
That I can finally love, me