Realities Embrace

Time after time risking my sanity
Consistently let down by humanity

Wanting desperately to just throw in the towel
Becoming bitter like Simon Cowell

Deception more common than truth
My heart numb from all the abuse

Mind emptied of hope in monumental proportion
Like my own mental abortion

Joy too far off in the distance to see
Wishing life would just let me be

Cursed to exist in solitude
Like a 2nd cousin twice removed

A blacksheep to the world
I no longer search for my girl

So worn from what life's dealt
Love no longer felt

So much to offer, wasted away
I suppose I'm better off in a way

Embracing my darkness, I fold
Remaining heartless and cold

Looking to become what I always despised
Honestly, if you knew my life you wouldn't be surprised

Goodbye to morals and a better way of life
Goodbye to ever having another wife

Now the world will revolve around me
This evidently is who I was to be