All i ask.

Forgive me for my scars, for iam flawed.
Forgive me for any pain that i've caused.
For i did not understand love
and its laws.
now forced to understand love that i have lost.
Forgive me.
i now see the cost.
This cant be reality.
With the bitter taste of life coating my tongue.
Every step as dangerous as me toting a gun.
Pulling the hammer back aiming it at my conscious....hoping it runs.
Please.
forgive me.
For iam contaminated, corrupted and corroded to my core.
Forgive me.
cuz what i was.
Im not, anymore.