Lost

I wrote this when I was twelve so it's not my best work and it doesn't really make sense - I was going through a vampire phase by the way.

Everyday I try,

Everyday I fail,

But I never give up,

I shout,

I cry,

I lie,

I'd like to die,

I am Lost,

Never to be found,

Lost in the blood lust. 

He cursed me to this life,

Cursed me to kill,

To live for all eternity,

An eternity alone,

without him,

Without friends,

Now you see,

Why I cry,

Why I lie,

Why I'd like to die,

I am lost,

Never to be found,

Lost in the blood lust.

I met him years ago,

In the year 1920,

I thought he loved me,

I knew I loved him,

But he used me,

But still,

His I longed to be,

I was wrong,

It didn't last long,

He took off,

Left me alone,

After what he did,

He cursed me that day,

I got lost,

Never to be found,

Lost in the blood lust.

 

Almost a hundred years passed,

I didn't see his face,

Never heard of him,

Didn't forget him though,

He did this,

He cursed me,

He should pay,

Pay for the lives he had ruined,

He had taken,

But he didn't care,

He was so callous,

So cruel,

Because of him,

I am lost,

Never to be found,

Lost in the blood lust. 

Now I kill,

But I have no choice,

I have to so that I can survive,

It may be selfish,

I may be like him,

And I cry,

I Iie,

I'd like to die,

Just because of the life,

The life that I'm condemned to live,

I hate him,

But I love him,

So now I'm lost,

Never to be found,

Lost in the blood lust. 

Just for that one man,

I met when I was sixteen,

Now I'm forever sixteen,

Just because of him,

It's because of him,

That I'm lost,

Never to be found,

Consumed by the blood lust.

 

Author's Note

Sorry for any grammatical errors.

Reviews

[Sami Khalil]

A splendid read and write...Bravo..........................