I always meant it

I wrote this when, I had just lost my bestfriend. We were so close.

No more lies ;
escape your mouth.
No more silence,
as the truth comes out.

No more tears ...
escape my eyes.
No more bleeding
as my heart slowly dies.

No more leaving,
everything in the past.
No more believing,
cause forever doesn't last.

No more love,
escapes my heart.
No more smiles,
as my life falls apart.

No more screaming,
cause I can't take this anymore.
No more breathing,
as I fall to the floor.

No more hate,
comes from my soul.
No more sanity,
as I lose control.

No more you ;
cause I'm ready to let go.
No more happiness
you killed me, don't you know?

No more god
hes nothing but a lie.
No more Jesus ;
hes left me here to die.

No more feeling
I've had too much pain.
No more numb,
I feel it cut through my vein.

No more caring
I've had all I can take.
No more living,
I just need a break.

No more crying
these tears of blood.
No more wishing,
that someday that girl will leave me alone.

No more anything
I just can't go on.
No more staying,
I'll soon be gone.

No more pretending
that this is how its meant to be.
No more hiding,
this pain, everyone fails to see.

I loved you so much
even after you lied.
I always meant it,
you are my suicide. <3
 

Author's Note

what do you think?

Reviews

[Kriss]

Love it !♥

[Partha]

wow this is magnificent! uber-hopeless at places but this is what it's meant to be I guess. liked the simple flow and rhyming. great poem.

[Onyx Sky]

This is very sad, and I have to admit a couple of times I felt this bad. :( I like the personification "No more crying these tears of blood." It makes me think of those who have to cut when they feel really upset. It is still a good portrait of the emotions some1 feels when they are fed up...