My Thoughts v Your Mind

Don't forget that "the life playbook" you have lived following, leads you to more roads and not just a single destination. It's the experience you gather and the criticisms you encounter that grow your wisdom and make you exceptional as an icon of greatness.
Don't beat yourself up trying to know "where the road ends" or what this is all leading to.
Trace everything back to the beginning and remember why you did what you did. Only then will you find satisfaction in the decisions you've made and the goals you have set.