I have fallen so far
Deep within unknown depths
Down in swirling darkness
I keep falling, receding.
*
I have become secluded within.
The lights of glass eyes,
Are distant. But, all I see
Is the surreal world outside.
*
Am I trapped within a prison?
My struggles but a mine.
I’m collapsing inside myself.
An ever shrinking virtual cube.
*
I have frozen, leaden, arms,
A limp jaw and dead legs.
Gripped with terror abound.
It constricts around me.
*
My tongue lolls aside,
Distorted sounds drift in,
Shadows pass over.
But, I can’t even blink.
*
Isolation is driving me mad,
I cannot talk or read,
I see the ceiling not TV.
Lights on, lights off, no control.
*
My mind is still whole.
Wit and sarcasm intact,
But the wires are frazzled,
No commands, just sparks.
*
And I turn to you.
Even in my own world,
What, what can you do?
Read to me, read, read, read.
*
Take up books of history,
Letters and stories of loved ones,
Read the Edda and fables of old,
Read all, I shall listen.
*
My gratitude could not be showed,
I’m limp and lifeless,
But, inside I’m all there,
A mind, unfit to rot.