Sudden Breeze Of SadnessA Story by Sujata_BagchandSometimes you envy people for the way they are ,but deep inside you also know that you would never be like them even if you get a chance. Also envying doesn't mean you have to be like them rather bein-I looked around and did want to join the conversation but I fail every time. Is it my fault that you guys do not include me? Though I do know that I find it hard to communicate or involve with you all but that's my nature. Honestly I feel like an outcast whenever I'm around you people. Try to view it from a third persons perspective just once, you will realise that I do try to talk but get ignored everytime. I have turned into a fun person around people I feel comfortable with and I believed that you guys are family so I obviously am supposed to be more at ease with you guys but then again tadaaa. It's more awkward around you all, everyone would enjoy talking with her but if I even try to say something that I had thought so much before letting it slip from my mouth I feel unwanted & not validated. I don't know whether it's me overthinking or that's exactly how it goes around everyone. I feel as if I'm wrong to get such selfish or vain and sort of jealous thoughts in my head.I start feeling sorry for getting any thoughts which are supposed to come if a person has emotions && a head. But then again why stop my feelings and need for importance and involvement just because of that one hinderance as what would people think about that? |
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Compartment 114
Compartment 114 StatsAuthorSujata_BagchandKathmandu, Hilly, NepalAboutHi,I am Sujata Bagchand . I am here because I am interested in writing creative things... more..Writing
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