Fifth

Today was boring. I’m currently being shunned, so I figured I’d catch up on my books. There’s only going to be three more chapters of this. I had a weird dream last night, and if any of you bothered to read it…well, thanks then. If anybody still wants to read it (I doubt it, but I’ll post the link anyway to feel better) click below:

http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/SuicideDaze/1017951/

So yeah, chapter 21 is almost up. I know what I want to happen, even if it’s changed since my original idea. I hope someone out there will be satisfied.

I cried in the car today and nobody noticed.

Sorry, just had to add that in. I feel like my dad has something to say to me, but I don’t know what. He keeps coming out here and sitting with me and just being close in general. He doesn’t really ever do that.

I’m thinking of doing more confessions, for two reasons. One, because I think I feel better, and Two, no one cares to read them, so even if they’re not just my secrets anymore, they are still private. Well, that’s it for today, I guess.

Wondering what will torment me tonight.