Fourth

August 7th, 2012

It was an eventful day, I guess. Most of the day we hung out with Gary and Julie, boating, going to the candy store. After the candy store we split up because Gary wanted to go to Seafood Sam’s and we wanted some Del’s. Apparently we can’t go more than a few days without some kind of slushy.

Everything hurts- more than normal- but Dad and I had some fun with this blue jell s**t.

I’m bored. Honestly, I’ve been crying too much lately. At least I have this new sweatshirt too hide it. And the sunburn, that makes it easier to hide. SO yeah, pretty bored.

Michael came by earlier and he almost threw up because of what my dad was eating. He still can’t believe Dad eats oysters raw.

Okay, this is something that’s been bugging me for the past few hours. I am so confused. They say in high school, friendships change. I’m starting to wonder just how much. I feel like…like I’m missing something. I don’t know how to explain it.

I talked to Zach yesterday (briefly). He’s a huge directioner, so that’s mostly what the conversation was about. I wonder how his sister’s doing.

That’s it for now, I guess. I haven’t talked to too many people lately. Well, I have, but mostly to people who aren’t going to be there. I don’t know, I’m just feeling too many things. Oh!

I almost forgot to say that from this point on, I’ll drop the whole breakdown thing. Now that I’ve written a few poems, I’m satisfied by my confirmed aloneness.