Dicator

I wrote this for my first love...whose love dictated me. enjoy.

I wrote a million rhymes describing the power your love has over me and I still can't describe this feeling

the feeling of not having control over myself

cause you consumed my body

my heart

my brain

and didn't even care enough to give it back

The fear of standing up for what I deserve because then you might leave

..since I am just simply not worth it to you

A love that is not mutual is not what I deserve

You are a good person

Just not good to me

or for me

You make me weak when I am strong

and I refuse to be dictated to make you happy

but how come you still linger back in my mind

When I pray every night that I will one day be able to forget you

because if it were my choice I would've never fell that hard in the first place

They say happiness is a choice

but I chose you every single time

I cant choose who I love and my heart takes over my mind like a dictator

Making me feel a certain way that I know is wrong

so, no

I can't choose to get over you

because I am so crazy in love with you it corrupts me

and your lies were so fine

how could you do that when I thought you were mine 

like a bad trip I was always high

an illusion I didn't know it was my time

but yes like a dictator your power was fed off of me

I grew so fed up I decided to leave

and now I'm the leader of my mind.

Man, I feel so free.

Reviews

[Duckey]

This is amazing. Just amazing. I know exactly this feeling and you have captured it wonderfully, i love it. Amazing piece of writing, well done!

[Sami Khalil]

"They say happiness is a choice
but I chose you every single time
I cant choose who I love and my heart takes over my mind like a dictator
Making me feel a certain way that I know is wrong"

A powerful romance poem. Thank you for sharing...:).............