Alice.

so i was just wondering
how far does the well fall?
into the pain i've manifested
into the ignorance i've tried to lose
seeping into the veins,
never letting me out
i don't know what to do
how far will i fall?
i just want out
like Alice down the rabbit hole

i found out my life is just a delusion
seeping into the consciousness
bleeding me dry of reality
nothing is real anymore
you're just a figment of my imagination
my three dimensional make believe friend
talking to myself in this room for one
where no one wants to be
i'm watching the sun fall
and crack on the horizon
blasting everything in two
lost in the delusions
of Alice down the rabbit hole

i want something i can never taste
i want to feel something that doesn't exist
i want to be wrapped in the blanket
of your comfortness
and i don't know what to do anymore
looking at Alice as she falls down the rabbit hole

i want to peel my skin away in layers
i don't want to be me anymore
i don't want to be alone and dejected
but it's all in my imagination
no one cares enough to leave me alone
i just want to drop and fall into the darkness
like Alice down the rabbit hole